Patience has never been something that I have fully grasped. I have always disregarded the "Patience is a virtue" and I have no intention of turning around my neglect. Something has definitely changed, although it was such a short amount of time would it be correct to take a step back and restart in a better time? But then again, will patience reward me with what I have desired. Risks must be taken and for the most part I take the risks but the outcome could be something on a negative plane rather than on the side that would be beneficial. Although I slept on the choices, I am still deciding what side of the fork I should uphold. I honestly, don't want to lose what has manifested but I don't want to be looked at as something else.
I have tasted what I have never drank and I crave more. Perhaps, I am thinking too selfishly or perhaps there is something I am missing. Like a drug I was in a state of euphoria but the crash has dealt immense damage. This is undoubtedly the hardest decision I have ever had to make. . .
No video today, if only I was able to channel my thoughts and exhibit them as a cohesive unit then that would be of much benefit towards the discovery of the answer to my problem.
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