Fuck...

I slept peacefully but woke up with a sense of regret . I have reached my final strand, my mind is breaking. The fortress that I once had has dwindled to nothing but rubble. Something so small has dealt an immense amount of damage and I have no say in the matter. I know what I had done was necessary but there is still that small portion that believes it wasn't. Was I just impatient? Was I just too stupid to realize the opposite end and just expected far too much? I wake up with the hope of seeing that message or a missed call. I will not give in however, I have done everything possible, I just hope to receive the same that I had put in one day. I got to get out but where? The place I love most has been tainted by her, the factory of sweets she dwells near. I said my last words, what else needs to be said? A great way to start spring break, by taking part in a break.

even a song is contaminated. . .